wow its been a while...well me n justin r doin GrEaT! its been 6 and a half months since we started goin out and i couldnt ask for a better bf! i got this horoscope today and it said i need that ive been thinkin of sumthin tht happened in the past and i need to let it go and concentrate on the future...and it freaked me out bcuz theres sumthin on my mind tht i cant stop thinkin about and i bitch @ justin all tha time about it, but i need to let it go and live for now...

so heres my song for tha day...

Silhouette, of a perfect frame,
Shadows of your smile, will always remain (Will always remain).
Beginners love, soon fades away (Oh Baby)
We go on...
I Will long as...

(Long as I live)
Long as I live, you will be my, (my first love).
Oh baby you and only you.
(Long as I live)
Long as I live (my first love) you will be my first love.
And I choose you again.

I'm keeping no Candy-Coated Valentine,
Memories of you, you when you were mine.
A tarnished ring on a tarnished chain,
Times keep changing come sun or rain.

(Long as I Live)
Long as I live, you will be (my first love)
My first love and my only love.
(Long as I live)
Long as I live,(my first love).
Ohhh, you will always be my,
Oh, be my first love.
-AvAnT "My FiRsT lOvE"